Wednesday, May 28, 2008
roar.
i dunno what to say.
i only know it made me smile when i saw the sms (:
you know wad, i dunno why but i kept checking my phone hoping to see a text, any text. sometimes i just wish you would make them come more often.
i guess it only made my night for that short moment.
it's intriguing jud's post. about the Jesus studying Carpentry and Theology thingy. if only i could be like Jesus, not worrying and always praying, having all the faith in the world.
but i guess my faith came crashing through?
would i say it's a good thing afterall? since i never wanted NUS right? well, i've gotten my desire now, access denied. i cant say i have the faith for NTU now can i? even jud got rejected considering her results were better than mine. thanks to all those who've been telling me not to worry bout uni. but honestly, it really iz hard to worry ): ): ): i wish i could just find someone i feel comfortable talking to, to pour everything out to.
emo-fied day.
doesn't exactly help being caught in the rain.
i lost my cool. slammed someone hard and yet it brought tears to my face. frustration.
got some not so good job but for the sake of the finances i took it anyhow. transportation fees are not covered and they kinda expect us to be travelling.
selling flowers would have been a better idea if they offered basic pay.
tmr i'm going down for another 2 interviews.
1. munch saladwerks. sounds interesting
2. some events and marketing position.
called through to some tuition coordinating job, they said they'll get back to me on fri. that one's a good deal honestly.
i guess the one good thing that happened today was spending 2hours in starbucks, drinking my caramel frappa and i completed 600 words of my 1000 word essay. words just flowed like a river of thoughts running all over. i need to do it more often. sit down and really get some work done. too bad that's the only starbucks i tink i can afford for the recent future. ARGH. but it's good to give in to temptation once in a while esp when you're juz feeling down and grumpy and ya.
looking beyond my problems and knowing that God IS in control!
i DESPERATELY need to drill that into me.
*throbs @00:50 <3
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